Why is Sadness?

Is it the feeling?
Feeling down,angry,lonely.
Lonely and alone.
Alone in all the noise.
Noise that permits hiding.
Hiding from the truth,from the reality.
Reality confused,changed,truly new.
New propositions emerging.
Emerging from the depth of mind,the depth of Soul.
Soul feeling lost,empty,without purpose.
Purpose in what?
What is the true truth?
Truth mingled and clouded in tears.
Tears that dupe decisions.
Decisions to move on,to look forward.
Forward to a better future.
Future?Who am I kidding?
Kidding against the reality.
The reality of a chosen way,a self chosen path.
Path of a better now.